I’m really back out here to vent lmao wonder what it’s like to have a dad that not only respects you but is proud of your accomplishments…
really fucking tired of being talked down to and belittled… very conflicted because I know he loves me but I’m pretty sure he hates everything that I’ve become so… maybe it’s not love
DAMN what’s up tumblr it’s been a hot minute or a hot 2 years whatever works for you but anyway…
I feel really stuck in my chosen career and I feel really sad and I don’t want anyone to question my sadness so I’m putting this here. but I really wish I felt as fulfilled as my friends do with their careers. (in a non envious way because I’m so happy they’re where they are, I just don’t get those excited feels like they do). I don’t feel like I’m working toward anything that I’m extremely passionate about and it sucks coming home and feeling drained and not putting time into things I care about like animals, watching new films, painting, art, reading, cooking, etc… I just feel like a fucking zombie all the time. I don’t know what to do. I love my office, but I definitely don’t love my job. Maybe I just need to move out and get a social life again, but I’m just sad and a tad discouraged. I miss being creative.
